Happiness is a journey. Not a destination. :) #HappinessProject

Hello world ! Bicara tentang “happiness” atau kebahagiaan itu merupakan suatu hal yang gak bisa diungkapkan hanya dengan sebuah kata-kata. Beberapa orang bilang “bahagia itu sederhana”, aku sih gak setuju, kenapa harus di definisi kan dengan kata sederhana kalau bisa dimaknai dengan kata istimewa. Ada juga yang bilang “happiness is a choice. You are the only person who can make you happy. You are as happy as you choice to be”, kenapa cuma diri kita sendiri yang bisa membuat bahagia, bukannya kita memerlukan orang lain juga untuk melengkapi kebahagiaan kita, dan sebuah pilihan itu pun harus didukung oleh orang-orang disekitar kita buat bahagia itu jadi lebih indah, bener kan? :D  then, some people also said “kebahagiaan itu adalah usaha untuk membuat orang lain bahagia”, nah ! kalo itu sih namanya nyiksa diri :P hehe. Untuk apa kita membahagiakan orang lain kalo diri kita sendiri tersiksa karena hal tersebut. So, what’s the real happiness?

Yang kayak begini bukan sih yang disebut happiness? :D (iyaa~ bisa jadi yaa kalo lagi laper. hehe :p)

Atau yang kayak gini ? :D (maunya gretongan cyin~ :D LOL)

 Apa mungkin yang begini yang disebut bahagia? :D (iyaa~ pake banget) ahahahaha 

Well, bagi aku bahagia itu istimewa. Bahagia itu apa yang kita pikirkan, yang kita katakan, dan yang kita lakukan dengan harmoni. Perhaps, happiness can be defined a state of well-being characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy. Seperti sebuah perjalanan hidup, tapi bukan sebuah tujuan yang harus dicapai because happiness is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it will elude you. but if you turn your attention to other things. it will come and sit softly on your shoulder. :’)

Then, what makes you happy ? pertanyaan ini yang kadang bikin kita bingung buat ngejawabnya, karena banyak banget yang bisa membuat kita bahagia. Dari mulai keluarga, teman, sahabat, musik, fashion, photograpy, melukis, bernyanyi, bercanda, candy, bermain gitar, makan, hang out bareng temen, travelling, dan masih banyak lagi. Coba deh liat video ini, tentang hal-hal apa saja yang kebanyakan orang bisa bikin dirinya bahagia. 
Check it out, guys ! 

So, menjadi bahagia itu gampang kan, guys? :D hal-hal terkecil yang ada disekeliling kita bisa menjadi faktor terbesar untuk membuat kita bahagia. For me, I’m happy to be a muslimah dan berada disebuah lingkungan yang gak jauh dari al quran dan sunnah nabi Muhammad saw, itu sudah cukup membuat aku lebih dari sekedar bahagia. But the important thing is I’m happy ketika bisa mengajak para hijabers yang lain buat ikutan acara HIJAB DAY 2014 yang diselenggarakan oleh Hijabers Community Jakarta, pada tanggal 27 April 2014, di Skenoo Hall Gandaria City. Acara nya bakal ada pengajian akbar, talkshow, mini class of Hijab di Lounge HC Jakarta, Charity, and Girls Concert. Let’s join with me, girls ! believe me ! It will make you happy. J

in the last 2014

Have you ever had a moment where, out of nowhere you started tearing up and wanted to scream because no one seems to listen to you otherwise? Have you had a moment where you looked around you and realized how unsatisfying and unfair your life is? I had a moment like that today. I try to distract myself all the time, but today I just wanted to let it all out. I don’t want to leave my bed, but I know I can’t stop living. Here I am, 21 years old, and I have no idea where the F*CK (pardon) my life is going.

Indeed high school was the best three years of being a student among the 17 to 18 years of my student life: less stress, more fun, and most of all, more time to go out and have fun with my beloved schoolmates and friends. However, after those three years, goodbyes were made but new hellos were said to the new environment and people that I am going to deal with in my college life. 

My college life is similar with how people see life as a roller coaster ride: I had my ups and downs, situations that can be fun for a minute but terrifying for an hour, and lastly, there were moments that sometimes have to start with a big drop to make it more exciting and challenging. Yes, college never became that easy for me, not just because of the stressful courses but also, because of the people who somehow cannot understand how things must change in a way that can help a person to grow as a matured individual. Friendships, betrayals, failures, love and sacrifices, were part of what I experienced in college. However, at this time, all I need is a GRADUATION !!! I only wanna get my bachelor degree. that's all. 

O God, if You listen me, I only want graduate for this year. :") 

Deep Feeling !

You know how much I love you? | The time will tell you later.

Because this feeling is not worth to be spoken | Not while I'm still not ready.

As a greeting can tarnish the heart | 'maksiat' will immerse myself.


I'm already in that hole feeling | Speak or silence is equally torturous.

But when we speak it is not only the torture but also leave the sin | Because we are not ready and to hide away this feeling could be harsh.

Who knows my future and your future? | Sometimes the stupidity take over my senses.

I think if I tell this feeling, it will make me peaceful | Whereas I knew it is the beginning of the disaster that led to the regret.

Then, perhaps silence is the best way | or will I make you some lyrics?

However I have no face | When I should start with 'maksiat'.

So, let's hide this feeling without expressed it | ‘till the time, I am able and worthy to carry on.

How much I love you? | You probably never knew.

-Reblog and translate Ust. Felix Siauw's writing. 

When You ....

"When you feel lonely, recall how Adam (as) felt when he was sent to this earth alone.

When you can’t see any logic in what’s going on, and questions arise, recall Nūḥ (as) who built the biggest ship on dry land without questioning.

When you find your parents opposing you (in dīn), recall Ibrāhīm (as) who was thrown into a blazing fire by his father.

When you are hurt by your own, recall Yūsuf (as) who was betrayed by his own brothers.

When you are ill and your whole body cries with pain, recall Ayyūb (as) who was so sick that insects would eat from his sick decaying body.

When you’re stuck, and cannot find a way out, recall Yūnus (as) who was stuck inside the belly of a whale.

When you’re mocked, abused, and taunted by your own, just because you adopted dīn over dunyā, recall Muḥammad (saw) who faced much worse.”

Sometimes Dreams Are Better Off Not Real !

Months have passed since we became close friends.

Every day I find I'm thinking of you,
Though no word from you that message sends.

And yet we share all other thoughts and feelings.

I cannot wait to tell you of my day,

And you give me the gist of all your dealings,

Which makes me hope we walk in the same way. Telling you this is opening a door.
That never can be closed again, and yet

I must, because I ache for something more,

Something that I must risk all to get.

I laughed at people still in love

Who trusted someone's word;

To make their happiness depend

On faith seemed quite absurd.

I lay alone and wonder-struck,

Sleepless in my bed,

Still numb, still dumb, still ice, ice cold,

Not knowing I was dead.

Sometimes dreams are better off not real.

Old yearnings drain away through open gates.

Regretfully I tell you how I feel,

Yet with wounds that time will have to heal.

Sometimes dreams are better off not real.

to realize that I have a lot of to do.

for my future.. for my parents.. for my education.

that want me to be a successful women without any pain in love.