Blue Pink Classic

That Crazy Thing Called Love

I haven’t done much writing lately, but so many questions and feeling that I have.

What is it about someone that makes another person let them into their life, even when their logical brain is telling them to watch out? Why do some (rare) people seem to possess that magical quality that makes you fall head over heels, flat on your face, and stupidly ignore all internal warning bells until further notice? How can you turn it off? How can people that SEEM right for you not be the ones that grab your heart, while the one that CLEARLY isn’t is the one that you stop everything for?

And how can I still feel so much? When I know he don’t feel at all. How can I still cry like it happened just the night before?

I wish there was a way to turn my feelings off. Get rid of my emotions. I need to hide my heart. It’s a simple notion. When I meet his eyes and enter past the sheath of attraction

He sees me. :)

For me and cups my flaws.

In his willingness to love me.

Anyway..

He's that guy.

Finally... ahahaha

I fall in love with broken souls, and bent perspectives,

Every time I see the sunset during my breaks

it makes me smile because today I have something to live for.

I fall in love with doubt, and infrequency,

Every time I see the way he move so softly.

The Moments I knew I was falling for him.

And I am like Cinderella.

I fall in love. I was prepared to give him everything. I dressed myself up, made me beautiful, did it all. I let myself fall in love too quickly. And like Cinderella, I have an expiration date. I only have so long before I will fall apart. I can’t wait forever for an answer. I just can’t ... I just can't to wait the right time until I am ready to the thing called "marriage" :')

Happy Eid Mubarak :D

 

Creamy Chocolate

Creamy Chocolate

Location : Hotel Sulton 

such as me ..

Quite possible the worst feeling in the world, when you love someone but they don't love you back. It kind makes you feel like a creepy loser. And you tell yourself that you don't care, you were over with before you began, that this is pointless, but you can't help but think about them. And you know what? They're probably a total screwed you over, but you don't even care. One day in the far-off future, you'll wonder why you gave a heart about such a loser, but for now you're just going to have to hope that either they start to have feelings for you back or just hope and pray that you get over them, neither of which are going to happen.

It's the feeling of being completely, hopelessly, desperately in love with someone, all the while knowing that your feelings will never reach them.

It's contradictory in that you feel incredible because you love someone so much, but also at the same time you feel almost overwhelming despair because you will never know what it is like to hold them in your arms, or touch their face.

It can be nature- it causes such heartache, but you enjoy loving the person so much, you willingly let your heart go through the pain, so you can hold onto something- called "hope".

In any case, unrequited love is a very sad thing.

"Unrequited Love"-

Its like drowning but you just won't die.

It's no wonder that so many poets have written about unrequited love. For when their emotions have become so overwhelming, so inciting, or consuming, how could they not be driven to search for just the right words, images, and metaphors to express or better, release such intense feelings?

such as me .. who .. have .. a million poems .. for .. him.