Sometimes Dreams Are Better Off Not Real !

Months have passed since we became close friends.

Every day I find I'm thinking of you,
Though no word from you that message sends.

And yet we share all other thoughts and feelings.

I cannot wait to tell you of my day,

And you give me the gist of all your dealings,

Which makes me hope we walk in the same way. Telling you this is opening a door.
That never can be closed again, and yet

I must, because I ache for something more,

Something that I must risk all to get.

I laughed at people still in love

Who trusted someone's word;

To make their happiness depend

On faith seemed quite absurd.

I lay alone and wonder-struck,

Sleepless in my bed,

Still numb, still dumb, still ice, ice cold,

Not knowing I was dead.

Sometimes dreams are better off not real.

Old yearnings drain away through open gates.

Regretfully I tell you how I feel,

Yet with wounds that time will have to heal.

Sometimes dreams are better off not real.

to realize that I have a lot of to do.

for my future.. for my parents.. for my education.

that want me to be a successful women without any pain in love.