in memory of B

The Tragical Tale of Melissa McHiney McNormous McWhale 

The Tragical Tale of Melissa McHiney McNormous McWhale is a tragical play from Las Vegas Nevada. This play is written by Walter Wykes. Wykes is an American playwright and actor. He was graduated from University of Nevada, Las Vegas. In the Tragical Tale of Melissa McHiney McNormous McWhale, Wykes made the tittle of his masterpiece play become a theme of the his play. He wrote about a woman who has enormous buttocks who has a tragical live story in Las Vegas. In Las Vegas with her condition, most of people mock her but she does not realize it. Until she found her lover who has the same condition with her, she married with this guy who has an occupation as a clown in the one of the park in Las Vegas. After they had a child, some people around them changed their mind that everything or everyone that has an enormous part will become famous in Las Vegas at that time.

And here.. we are S 5 B !! :D 

Midnight in 2013

sometimes

as my sickness worsens each day

I want someone to love and take care of me

yet, I don't want them to know the depth of my pain

so, I go home alone

and cry myself to sleep in loneliness

because I am unable to live long and sturdy

still, I don't want anyone seeing me like ‘this'

but sometimes my lonely heart longs

for someone special to care

dying isn't something we want to do alone

yet pride keeps us from having anyone there

I searched for a ‘healthy' love

because love is what people need

recklessly, I reached elsewhere to find

the love I ever seek

in my ignorance and hurry

to find my inner peace

I desperately saw in another

what people needed to see in me...

....health, and hope, and life

instead of sickness and decline

I found in another

my wish came true, to hide my dying

my only wish is that someone would love and care for me

instead of this loneliness of dying alone.

room, midnight in 2013.

strawberry cafe (again and again) :D

Oh, hello strawberry lovers :D 

Here, I'm not explain or describe about strawberry cafe, (that's not my field :p) but I just want to compare the words of Friend, True Friend, and Brotherhood. hmmm.. Don't be serious with this session guys. :D Personally, I just write for myself. :") for my new, and last friends.

This's a thousand reason I came to Strawberry Caffe at Lenteng Agung. I never thought I'd really love to come here, but actually, I felt like I had to escape all my dirty thoughts. 

With my friends, mmm.. I mean the true my friends.

Why I said that? because a true friend gives of himself/herself without asking for anything in return. They would not lend you money but give you whatever they can. They may argue, fuss, and fight with you but will always be there for you. They forgive you for your shortcomings. They will come to your aid no matter what time of day it is. They don’t wait to hear from you to make the first call. They just call to chitchat with you. because they are like a Godsend in times of perils. and they will never let each other down whereas they will tell each other when they are right or wrong. True friends listen to their problems without casting judgment. and they are never afraid to tell you like it is.